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For Richard Jensen, even the toughest wrestling matches don't compare
to the battles he's faced.
Those were his toughest battles. Those were his darkest days.
Tangling with the top junior college wrestlers in the country?
Spending hours each day priming his body to compete for seven minutes
with athletes half his age?
That is the easy part for the 37-year-old sophomore at Clackamas
Community College. It is nothing compared to what he's been through.
Jensen, a former methamphetamine addict and ex-convict whose recovery
reconnected him to a sport that gave his life stability, takes a
15-13 record in the 184-pound weight class into Friday's opening
round of the National Junior College Athletic Association tournament
in Rochester, Minn.
"I fought a battle for 17 years and I fought my way out of
it and that's what I look at," he said. "It doesn't matter
what the guy is ranked. It doesn't matter how intimidating he is.
It doesn't matter that he's beat the crap out of me before. For
seven minutes, I get to wrestle this guy and it's not that big of
a battle; it's really not."
At least not compared to what he went through to get to this point.
Jensen grew up near Portland, Ore. As a wrestler at Tigard High
School, he made up for what he lacked in natural talent with heart
and hustle. He compiled a 17-2 record his senior year at Tigard,
qualifying for the state's high school tournament.
Jensen said wrestling kept him out of trouble and brought balance
to his life. However, after high school, he traveled down a treacherous
path. He served nearly six years of prison sentences for repeated
drug-related offenses.
"Toward the end, the time in jail got longer, the sentences
got longer and heavier and the addiction got harder and I just wanted
out, I really wanted out," Jensen said. "I was sentenced
to jail for a year, I got out for six months and did everything
I could to stay clean and it wasn't enough. I didn't know how. I
wanted to [stay sober] so bad and I still got busted, I still got
in trouble and I still used and they sent me to the Oregon state
penitentiary."
Jensen was arrested on Oct. 10, 2003, for manufacturing methamphetamine.
Shortly after he began serving a 13-month prison sentence, he learned
his mother was dying of cancer.
"I was so unavailable that I didn't know she was sick and
I didn't know she wasn't doing well," Jensen said.
Jensen called his mother every night from prison. He promised he
would change his life; he would become a better man; he would break
the grip that drugs held on him.
Everything I've done, every step of the way has been a blessing
in my life and here it is -- I qualified for the national tournament.
It just amazes me. It makes all the work so worth it.
--Richard Jensen
Marie Elizabeth Hurley died a month after her son was sent to prison.
"I told myself I was going to honor my mother from here on
out," Jensen said. "The only thing she really wanted from
me was for me to be clean. That was something I had a really hard
time giving to her."
The day after Thanksgiving in 2004, Jensen was released from prison
and paroled to the Salvation Army in Portland.
"I had the clothes on my back and I was scared to death, I
was scared of what was ahead of me, but I knew I didn't want to
use drugs and alcohol anymore," he said. "Everybody in
that homeless shelter used drugs and alcohol, and I told myself
I wasn't going to do it no matter what."
He spent a month in the homeless shelter before meeting a recovering
addict named David Fitzgerald, a mentor for the Central City Concern
recovery program in Portland. Fitzgerald put Jensen through a series
of tests to gauge his intent for staying clean before accepting
him into the program.
"He didn't need a lot of help," Fitzgerald said. "He
didn't need a lot of prompting. He was easy to work with, he just
needed some direction and to be challenged every now and then. He
was done using, he was done going to prison, and he had some things
he wanted to do."
During all those days in prison, Jensen envisioned what he would
do with his life when he was free again. He wanted to go to college.
He had been sober for more than two years when he enrolled at Portland
Community College.
He wanted to find out whether he could handle school again. He
got good grades at Portland and enrolled at Clackamas Community
College in the summer of 2006, intent on earning a certified technician
degree from the school's automotive program.
Jensen approached Clackamas athletic director Jim Jackson to find
out whether someone his age could join the wrestling team.
Richard Jensen's approach to wrestling has inspired his teammates.
"He was real honest with me," Jensen said. "He said
the odds were pretty slim that I would make it. He said the odds
were against me. But when he said that, I realized there was a chance.
It gave me hope because the battle I've fought to get out of the
drug addiction, the odds were even worse and I was beating those
odds. When he said that, I figured I was going to be part of the
team and I was going to make the team."
Jensen showed up for the first day of workouts last fall, unsure
what was ahead of him. His new teammates asked if Jensen was a new
assistant coach. Once they learned he was there to compete, they
started placing wagers on how long he would last.
Clackamas coach Josh Rhoden remembers that day well. Then a first-year
coach with the Cougars, Rhoden put his team through a three-mile
run on the school's outdoor track. Jensen showed up for the workout
without running shoes and Rhoden offered him the opportunity to
wait until the following day to make the run. The 36-year-old freshman
ran in bare feet.
"He didn't want the guys to think he wasn't there to work
out," Rhoden said. "That was pretty phenomenal. You kind
of thought, 'This guy is pretty serious about what he's trying to
do.' It was pretty awesome when he did that."
Jensen won two matches during his first season at Clackamas.
"The ones he did win were with all heart and guts and a lot
of pain, I'm sure," Rhoden said.
The Cougars gave Jensen the award for the team's most inspirational
wrestler at the end of the season. In fact, they renamed the honor
after him.
"I never really needed to win a match to get what I came here
for," said Jensen, who plans to open an independent auto repair
shop after this season. "I got the bonus plan."
Jensen dropped a weight class this season -- he cut down to 184
pounds, at which he is ranked 11th in the country. Some improved
technical skills have added to his victory count and to his inspiring
story.
"To be truthful, he's come a lot farther than I thought was
possible," Rhoden said.
Jensen's greatest moment on the mat came earlier in February when
he qualified for the NJCAA meet.
"It was one of the highlights of my life," he said. "It
just made everything I've been trying to do over the last four years,
it made it all come to light, like every little piece of it was
worth it. Everything I've done, every step of the way has been a
blessing in my life and here it is -- I qualified for the national
tournament. It just amazes me. It makes all the work so worth it.
It makes me want to put my life in another gear and it makes anything
possible. It doesn't have to stop there."
Andy Hamilton covers wrestling for the Iowa City Press-Citizen.
Photographs by Tracy Swisher
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